More than any other photo, this captures who I am. It was taken late at night, after a party. I was alone. It wasn't my place, but I was staying there. I smoked a cigarette and drank from the handle of Tito's. I wasn't happy or unhappy. I just was. I smoked a cigarette. I was going to sleep at some point, and I was too hot and sweaty to put clothes back on, though it was cooling down now that everyone had gone. It was in that part of the night that is still and timeless, with dawn sufficientl…